January 4, 2010

  • 2009 for RaeRae, In A Nutshell, At 4:30 In The Morning.

    Candy Canes are tasty. Closing a fast food joint isn’t.

    The rest of this post will be manifested using the bulletin/class note system, beginning with the phrase “In the past year I…”
     - Had more sexual experience than in the previous combined years of my entire life.
     - Watched maybe a combined total of ten hours of TV.
     - Watched maybe a combined total of six hundred hours of movies (some of which I slept through).
     - Started an amazing relationship, a job in fast food hell, several friendships, and a webshow.
     - Broadened my musical horizons, and got a sequined corset thrown at my face during a concert.
     - Learned how to alter clothes and not give a fuck what other people think.
     - Made two directors cry, one in the happy way, one in the scared, confused, super-sad dramatic way.
     - Healed several scars on my soul and strengthened my body in many ways.
     - Became a much better cook.
     - Read an ass-ton of books and made lots of art.
     - Drank beer and smoked cigars.
     - Became a fully-functioning, responsible adult with bill-paying and everything, without having to become a boring grown-up.
     - Watched way too many women around me become pregnant.
     - Figured out the lessons my sleep meanderings (word I use to describe dreams without having to lump them in the same category as lifetime aspirations) were trying to teach me.
     - Became much more in tune with my body and my spirit.
     - Finally came out as a heterosexual to everyone who thought I was probably at least bisexual.
     - Learned how to properly fight social and political crusades.
     - Was able to say far too many times “behold, the power of advertising”.
     - Learned how to read people and manipulate them without succumbing to the dark side.
     - Let my cynical streak out to play and came back with more theories on the selfishness of humanity.
     - Grew in leaps and bounds, became that much more into my personhood.
     - Was actually called a bitch for once, and the person meant it.
     - Became kind of a bitch. But an endearing one, I hope.

Comments (2)

  • So how does one properly fight political & social crusades? Sounds like exciting insight!
    And I love that you came out as hetero… had me smiling!
    Nice blog!

  • @GodsGirl62 - 

    To properly fight a crusade, you have to learn everything about it, both sides of the issue, so that when you come against naysayers, your argument doesn’t sound like propaganda.
    And, I came out heterosexual, as I am a very strong sexual woman, and was often mistaken for a bisexual. To the point where I was getting hit on. Entering a relationship, it became a half-joke to a lot of people to say “You’re with… a man? And he didn’t burst into flames?”. So I had to admit that I was just a very picky, intimidating straight arrow all along.

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