June 16, 2011
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Why You’re Unhappy
Because you replace the intangible with the tangible. You have no interest in looking for the secret to life, you merely exist. You only look on the surface. You replace love with looking pretty. You have no interests in anything but guns, bitches, and bling. You exist only from song lyric to song lyric. You are addicted to drama, because that’s the only thin that you think will cure the blinding silence in your brain. But, the strange thing is, the one thing that will make you happy, will only come to you when you put down the things that you merely think will make you happy. Step away from the camera, the credit card, the crowds, the parties, your own mirror, your stupid friends. Look inside yourself, center, and move past this.
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I gave up the material and moved into an ashram. I took a vow to poverty, chastity and obedience and meditated an hour in morning and an hour in evening. Some days I would medicate 10 – 14 hours.
In the end, I was still the same wicked person.