March 10, 2009

  • Please Don't Mind What I'm Trying To Say, Cause I'm Just Being Honest.

    Please don't mind what I'm trying to say, 'cause I'm just being honest.

    What was the last bad thing to happen to you?: I got freaked out when I saw a mouse in my room today.
    The last good thing to happen to you?: My friends agreed to hang out at my apartment and try to catch the mouse.
    How long was your longest relationship?: Non-existant.
    Are you a really sensitive person?: I would like to think so.
    Do you usually confront your problems or run away from them?: Depends on what they are and who brought them on. If it's my fault, I'm usually pretty quick to try to fix what I fucked up.
    Are there any obstacles you're trying to overcome right now?: Graduating, finding a job in art.
    What's your biggest fear?: Widespread oppression.
    Have you ever starved yourself for an extended period of time?: I fasted for three days straight once, for spiritual reasons.
    Do all good things really come to an end?: All things in general come to an end. That is the nature of existence.
    Do you think today's youth is being corrupted/messed up because of TV?: I think TV is being messed up because of the fuckedupness of today's youth.
    Do you often doubt yourself?: Not often, but it happens.
    What's something you used to care about, but really don't care about now?: Whether or not people liked me.
    If someone asks you if they look okay, do you always tell the truth?: Do you mean as in tired/stressed, or the handbag doesn't match the shoes? I usually try to be honest in both instances.
    Are you more of a leader or a follower?: Loner.
    Are you open-minded?: I would like to think so, but it's all relative anyway.
    Do you smile at random people?: Sometimes.
    Do you ever take your anger out on others?: Not really.
    Are you extremely opinionated?: I have convictions, but I would like to think that I don't push my views on others.
    Have your parents supported every decision you've made?: That would be a no. No five thousand times over.
    Have you ever/would you ever help a stranger in need?: I have before, but I have to really feel that that person is genuinely in need.
    Are materialistic things really important to you?: Not really.
    When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?: Fairly recently. I'm pretty hard on myself.
    What do you think your purpose in life is?: To... exist.
    Have you ever felt like you were truly going insane?: All the time. But, that is the nature of the artist, to straddle the fence of sanity.
    Have you ever been so sick you nearly died?: Never been that sick, but I've nearly died before.
    How many people do you trust with your life?: Not many.
    How often do you actually talk to your parents?: Whenever they call.
    What's the most drastic thing that's happened in your life so far?: Starting college. A few drastic things might happen in the next year, but I plan on taking them as they come.
    Do you have a role model? If so, who?: I've had mentors before. They were really cool, each one of them.
    What do you plan to do when you're out of high school/college?: Get over my burnedoutness, get a job with a company.
    Have you ever liked a guy/girl that you really tried not to like ?: Eh. A couple.
    Is there anything you've done with the opposite sex that you regret?: Had sex drunk.
    Have you ever met someone who had multiple personality disorder?: No, but that would be awesome.
    What's one of your most missed memories?: Hanging out at the J for hours on end, lingering thoughts in the smoke.
    Does it sometimes feel like life is moving too fast?: Only sometimes.
    What's something you absolutely must do before you die?: See the entire world.
    Do you like to listen to rock music/screamo music when you're angry/upset?: Sure. And when i'm happy, and when I feel sexy, and when I feel like slaughtering something.
    Have you ever run with scissors?: Of course. This is me.
    Are you embarrassed to tell your parents you love them around your friends?: Nah.
    What's something that you've learned today?: When Taylor is impatient, he's fucking ready to go.
    What's the most valuable thing that you own?: A video camera, that I seldom use.
    What's your favorite sappy/romantic song?: "All For You" by Sister Hazel
    When you're upset, do you push others away?: No. I let them comfort me.
    Do you think that long-distance relationships are ever worth it?: Depends on the relationship.
    Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?: One of my parents, or a friend in joking.
    What's something you feel like shouting to the world right now?: Wake the fuck up!
    Do first impressions always stick with you?: No, unless I got really bad vibes off of them.
    What's the most common misconception about you?: That I'm not emotional.
    Are you too kind for your own good?: Sometimes.
    Will you give someone a second chance if they can prove they deserve it?: Yes.
    Are you willing to pay more for designer/name brand stuff?: Dear God no.
    Have you ever cried so much that you couldn't cry anymore?: Yes.
    Do you believe in karma?: Yes.
    Are you reckless?: Yes.
    Have you ever intentionally hurt yourself?: Only because I was so intoxicated at the time that I couldn't feel it and I thought it was cool.
    Do you like the band Karate High School?: Never heard of them.
    What's the best book you've ever read?: That one with the dude and the thing.
    Do you like the smell of Sharpies?: Yes.
    Which friend have you know the longest, and for how long?: I don't talk to my friends from elementary and high school much anymore.
    Is there anything that people ridicule you for?: What don't they ridicule me for, is a better question.

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March 3, 2009

  • For The Angry Warlock Who Has Everything...

    Something I've noticed while preparing to go to something we Americans like to call a Metropolis: I have to figure out a way to do things faster. In Russellville, it's no big deal to have my piece of shit designer screw-stripped glasses fall apart on me. No one's around, and I can just pop the lens back in. But somewhere else, somewhere bigger, with busy streets and foot traffic and crowds, I can't count on disaster not striking me at a horrible time. So I am adopting new fashion habits temporarily: a sturdier version of my ballet flats, well put-together glasses, maybe a downgrade in handbag size, perhaps a switchblade in my stockings, just in case...
    I kind of dig MTV 2, in a twisted kind of way, because it's still MTV, and it shows. But, they redeem themselves slightly by hosting Headbangers Ball and playing a few songs that don't suck. I hadn't heard Mastadon before, but that entire band makes me want to smash things. In a good way.
    The fate of all mankind (or at least my job situation for six months after graduation) hinges on what goes down in the next week. Nervous? Should be, but I think I can handle it. But just wait until I actually get there. That might be a completely different story.
    For the first time in a long time, I am beautifully exhausted. I can't even form a complete thought. This is glorious.

February 28, 2009

  • Macaroni Quiz


    Oh look, its our friend "Pasta Alfredo". Usually to be found in
    Restaraunts, some actually do choose to bring you home and
    do you there, You're cheaper that way! You are very high
    class, and fond of your heritage. "Easy Mac" is your bitter rival...

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February 27, 2009

February 26, 2009

  • My Bright Chemical Confession of Death Bunnies on Sunday

    One line that should begin every badass adventure: "Hey! Where the Hell you goin' with my amb'lance!"
    Getting my recorder back: awesome. Realizing that I still can't play the damn thing: not as awesome.
    My camera keeps doing weird things when the white balance is off. However, BJ took some really amazing videos with it that I am happy to watch. Ping pong never looked so cool.
    I want to write an off-beat, anticensorship instruction book called "The Artist's Guide to Surviving Societal and Bureaucratic Opression.". But it won't be some rambling book about artistic integrity. I am going to literarely kick some ass.

February 24, 2009

  • Itchy Fingers

    There's nothing I quite like better than looking down at the remnants of artistic toil on my arms. This ink may never come out, but it will be awesome.
    Comedies that follow the Hollywood formula to the point where they become completely predictable: not funny anymore.
    Fire drills at 1:30 in the morning: strangely awesome.
    Leave it to those awesome Catholics to come up with a holy day that the day before becomes synonymous with naked boobs, beads, and booze.
    Now, if you'll excuse me, I have some drunken debauchery to attend to...

February 19, 2009

  • Blue Gel Filter and A Fedora

      Picture 1: Testing out the filter, I snapped a pic. I like the contrast. Don't understand why I like side views of myself the best, but eh.

    Picture 2: Went into a low-light situation to do some further testing. Should have fixed the exposure first, but I like what the color does.

  • Glow-in-the-dark Face Paint, With Matching Lip Gloss

    The sheep lately have been making me a bit uneasy. Does having an original thought really take that much effort?
    Soon and very soon I will be taking apart the final remains of a set. This is a part of the show that kind of gets to me, saying goodbye forever.
    Wasabi Peas make me feel spicy and Asian.

    Blog I put up and abandoned two years later: http://angelshouseofcarnaldesires.blogspot.com/

February 17, 2009

  • Link Has Expired

    LINK? NO!!!! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO.... LINK!!!! SPEAK TO ME, BUDDY!!!!!

    xnzy-vbbp-kenk. This is what is on the inside of my Dr. Pepper lid. It kind of sounds hot, in an odd, manufacturing sort of way.

    I feel naked and incomplete without my Genesius medal around my neck. Damn thing broke right in the middle of PDQ, at 4 in the morning, and in front of a police officer, no less, spilling little gray metallic beads into my bra, the table, the tile floor, under the racks, into oblivion.. New mission: to find a new necklace that is comfortable enough and easy enough to take care of that I will wear the thing 24 hours a day. I'm oddly committed when it comes to things like jewelery. I have just a few pieces that I wear all the time. That makes me very much atypical of the female species.

    I want a nametag someday that says: Hello, my name is... Not Important. A name is a title, an identity, and I am metaphysically incapable of classifying humans in such a manner. Besides, you won't remember my name an hour from now, this tag is just an excuse for you to make small talk and stare at my tits.

    Man who buys his woman an industrial gothic rock opera for Valentine's day: the all-time, undisputed champion of everything.

February 14, 2009

  • Your International Spy Name is Crystal Steel
    Your Code Name: Kneecaps

    You Reside in: Paris

    Why You're a Good Spy: You're a good lover

    Ultra Personal Survey
    Deep survey for the bored soul
    001. What is Your Name? Rachel
    002. How old are you? 24
    003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? I have, like, five, all in different places.
    004. Height 5'7".
    005. Weight: Not sure. I know I've lost about ten pounds in the past couple of months, or something like that.
    006. Location: My bedroom, Apartment 212 C, University Commons.

    The first time...
    007. You had sex? I was drunk. Don't remember much about it.
    008. You had oral sex? It was awkward. And that's all I'll say.
    009. The age you started puberty? Later than the other girls in my class, but I'm pretty sure most of them were faking it. I was about twelve.

    The last time...
    010. You masturbated? A week and a half ago.
    011. You took a shower? Eight hours ago.
    012. You kissed someone? who? I don't kiss and tell...
    013. You saw someone else naked? who? Backstage, but it was an accident.
    014. You played truth or dare? The last time I had to entertain a bunch of teenagers for a few hours, so about a year ago.
    015. What was the worst dare you ever had to do? Something that involved nudity, I'm sure. I never back down from a dare.
    016. What was the worst dare you ever witnessed some one do? Ramping off a broken handrail. They faceplanted. It was pretty gruesome.

    Random:
    017. What are you wearing? All black. I'm a ninja, dont'cha know?
    018. Are you single? Sort of. I'm working on building a steady relationship.
    019. How many relationships have you had? Honestly, if this one works out it will be my first real relationship.
    020. How many of them were sexual? What kind of question is that?
    021. If you could change on thing about yourself what would it be? I would have a reliable speech pattern. For once.
    022. What kind/brand of underwear are you wearing? Black lace. It's kind of my signature.
    023. Have you ever had a one night stand? Yes. I can honestly say I have. Wasn't as glamorous as they said it would be.
    024. Are you happy with your looks? Yes. Most people can't say that.

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